Thursday, June 9, 2011

Motavation

My motivation began for me when I had my first child.  She was seven pounds and full of life.  When she was  born it took along time for her to cry.  I knew immediately that something was wrong with her.  In short, she did have a problem with her lungs and she had to stay at the hospital for a week. I knew then that life had change for me.  I no longer was just the care free girl that liked to party, I becamea woman and a  worried mother.

I am the only child, I've never really had any reason to motivate myself to do anything. It was always done for me. Yes, I had a drive of wanting to do things out of life. I wanted to go to college and I did, but it wasn't anything that I could say that  motivated me to stay in college.  The day my  baby girl came home, I was so excited, and I knew that I am now the  one responsible for this tiny new life. My kids are my motivation they are my world and my life. I can't imagine my life without my three beautiful children.  They're the reason I get up in the morning and work and the reason I decided to go back to school.  Before I had kids life was just a big party, I didn't take anything seriously. It was only about me.  Now it's about preparing for a bright future for my children.

When I decided to come back to school it was my oldest daughter who told me that I give her so much strength and hope. When it's the other way around, they give me strength, hope and motivation. Going back to school and working a full time job isn't hard when I have a three people cheering me on.

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